Dear best friend

We’ve been friends for a long time. You’ve been with me though everything and I love u dearly

You are so sweet and nice and well amazing.

You are literally my other half and I’m proud to call you my best friend

Even though we’re kinda opposites

Your always happy, I’m grouchy

Your beautiful, I’m a potato lookin person

You like school, I like sports

Your shy and I have a big mouth

Your a good girl and I’ve been arrested on more than one occasion (btw thanks for getting me out that one times)

(Also charges were nothing serious)

No matter what everyone says you’ve been with me since I broke that kids arm in the 4th grade that kept pulling your hair

I wanted to thank you for being there when things got hard with my parents

I wanted to say thank you, maybe soon I’ll have the courage to say this in person

But for now... I’m sick in a way, soon I’ll be stuck in the hospital because my lungs and heart is failing me.

We both knew I had many problems with my body but i don’t think ether of us thought it would get this bad

Im scared. Not for me I stopped doing that a while ago. For you

Your so fragile and it scares me sometimes how nice and forgiving you are

I want to leave here in peace and mind knowing I left you with something you can learn

I’m sorry I can be an ass hole

I’m sorry I can get in trouble

I’m sorry I can’t handle people very well

I’m sorry I got taken away for a few months.. you hated me for it. Got mad at me for getting arrested. You don’t know why, I never said... but I couldn’t let that waste of human breath touch you again.

I hated myself for letting him hurt you, use you, break you. So I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you

There’s only been a handful times I’ve seen you cry, you hate crying like I hate people

Once when I came to your house bruised and bloody after a fight with my mom

Once when I woke up after my seizure

Twice when I got arrested

And once when you came to me after he... took your happiness for a long time

I want you to be happy. I want you to be healthy. I want you to learn to live without me

You may see this on here and never give a second thought and that’s okay

So to my best friend, my sister, my other half, my whole world. The reason I fight another day. I love you. I always will.

Love always your crazy best friend