Frustrated

So....theres a line but not dark on the first of the CD12 which was FMU....but now they seem to be getting more faint....🙄🙄 Last month I use the clear blue digital and got 13 flashing smileys but no peak.....i know there's still chance for them to get darker! But what if they don't......im at the Drs tomorrow 're my prescription meds....is it worth bringing this with me to show him??

I'm getting worried that I'm just not ovulating 😭 Why is this shit so hard?!?!