So I’ve suffered from depression since I was in middle school. I stopped all my meds when I found out and up until now I’ve been doing fine but now I’m so miserable and over being pregnant. I cry almost everyday. I love my baby girl but I’m not sure how much more I can handle. My OBGYN wants me to be on meds again but the problem is the only class of depression meds she approves of in pregnancy is SSRIs and all meds in that class only increase my depression and make me suicidal, so there’s no benefit to me or baby from it. I just don’t know what to do or where to go from here. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist Friday but I don’t really have much hope of finding a solution.