I had sex... and it was kinda shit

Ok so I had sex with my bf of a year and we legit hadn't had sex before because of either someone was home I was on my period or something it was weird, but any way we did it and I was reallyyyy fkn horny, he had gone down on me for a good amount of time and so I pulled him up and he was hard as a mother fucker so I didn't feel much of a need to give him a bj. I'm tight like realllll tight (like it hurts to put a tampon in) so I knew it was gonna hurt a bit and it did but like it was bearable, now my boyfriend doesn't have a massive dick, its a lil small but like that doesn't fase me at all I mean his fingers work just as well as his tongue. Butttt he lasts for ages and I mean ages, I mean as we get better at stuff I'm sure that will come in handy but I've never been able to get him off and today we fucked and kissed and all the rest but it got to the point were it felt shit for me as well as him from what I could tell. He eventually got off and just apologised and put his pants back on, he continued to apologise for the rest of the time I was at his house but I didn't mind like I understand that he's not always gonna work like clockwork but I feel as though I could have done more any tips ?

Most of this was just a rant soz

It also didn't feel in but I didn't want to say anything coz like it would sound like I was saying his dick was too small.

But guys it's all good I've got weed and chocolate