The biggest fear of my life!

The biggest fear of my life happens to be now. The most cleansing feeling ever!

Ever since I was a kid. Well shoot. Even before I got pregnant. Ivs and needles scared the hell outta me. Literally!

But ever since I got pregnant I love them! I love getting blood drawn and ivs put in. It's just so cleansing to me. So calming. It feels great. Soothing.

It seems crazy I know but I guess I'm at that point where it's like.

"Blood work time? Great let's go!"

The girls I go see do such a good job to where I don't feel a damn thing.

They are all confident and heart meaning people.

I love it. It's like.

"Yes my turn!" "Take as much as you want!"

It's just amazing!

And the best part is the feeling after.

It's like I'm floating on air.

Accomplished!

My fiancé gets creeped out with ivs and needles due to bad. I mean bad times with it.

And these girls I see, some have their moments. Where I feel everything and I'm left with a bruise but I walk it off.

Now I'm 20 weeks pregnant today. And all I can think about is getting those ivs in my hand (My favorite spot) and seeing my amazing son!