He saved me - so I thought

I met him when I was 13, dated him when I was 15 and we had been together for 5 years. He was my best friend and lover. I never thought I could ever live without him. But the man who saved me and protected me also caused me pain. when we got the 5 year mark things got harder and more difficult. He started being more and more verbally abusive. He called me disgusting, called me down, say I'm worthless, I'm ruining his life, I'm wasting the air around people, told me to kill myself, told me my family loved him more then me.... I just put up with it, it dragged me down but I never argued back, i would just cry. I could tell he didn't love me anymore. So one day I took a picture and just stared at it. ..... (the picture)

I tried to convince myself that he was wrong, that he was lying, He was just being mean, but the more I stared at it the more I got depressed because maybe he was right. so I pushed myself harder I wanted to be the best, for him I'd do anything. so when I started doing things differently, nothing changed 💔. I was left heart broken. He continued saying he doesn't want to marry me and he wants me out of the house. (we bought a home together) . so one night, I had enough. I told him "you can't disrespect me like this anymore. I've done nothing wrong to you, you pick little stupid fights for nothing, I've done everything I can to make you happy and nothing is obviously work, I'm sorry I'm not what you want im sorry you don't love me like I love you, but this constant breaking up with me every weekend bullshit is getting annoying." ....he was speechless but he apologized and said it was because of stress...fast forward to next weekend. same thing. so when he told me he doesn't love me never did I was a mistake he shouldn't have proposed. blah blah... I left... I took my things and got the fuck out .. 🖕 i took my baby girl and never looked back .

AND NOW....he still calls me down when he gets the chance too. ( if I get mail and go and pick it up he will always make a comment) so I'm like ....

jokes on you, I'm happier then I have ever been !!! I've been moved out for 4 months now and me and my baby girl are doing just fine😀. now everything is completely done, when I moved I continued paying for the utilities, but I told him that It shouldn't be my responsibility anymore because I don't live there, he threw a fit but finally everything just got switched over ! 👏👏 no more tears, no more pain, no more him bringing me down 🖕😂😀😘.