end of the road 4 me

another month another stick I think im about done trying 4yrs is just to long and with this contiously watching a pee test come negative shatters me everytime I cant continue to do myself like this nor put My husband threw another month. Everyone around me continues to get pregnant n give birth while I sit with my pets. Everyone around me has given up everytime I speak about it everyone downs me telling me give up u cant have kids u don't deserve them. I believe it & my hope is gone so Farewell glow I give up.