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So, I feel like I’m losing my mind. I’ve been extremely nauseous and unable to eat, my emotions have been all over the place and well, I’ve always liked to sleep, but for the past 3 days I’ve been literally feeling butterflies in my stomach, I’ve never been pregnant so in my mind I’m like wait a minute here. I took 2 pregnancy test and they both came back negative, but while laying in bed with my SO when my stomach began to move I showed him and he thought maybe there was a baby inside too. So, after much debate and the ups and downs I finally go to the hospital, they give me a pregnancy test, too. Nothing, I was having a panic attack before we went because being a mother is such a big step but I’m 31 (I’ll be 32 in a few months) and I feel like having a baby now would be best. Anyways, after the dr said my blood work came back okay and my CT Scan was clear I’m sitting here feeling nauseous and tired with a lump on my left side under my rib cage that moves from time to time and makes me feel like I’m having a permanent butterfly moment. Has anyone ever heard or experienced anything like this ? I’m extremely disappointed that I’m not pregnant, because I’m beginning to give up hope with having kids. 😭