Omg, I had my first kiss today!!! It was his first as well. (I’m 18, he’s 16.) We were hanging out and I literally just asked him, “So, at what point do you think you’re gonna kiss me?” He got super awkward (and it was hella cute!). I didn’t want to pressure him if he wasn’t ready, and he told me he was SUPER nervous bc he’d never kissed anyone before, to which I was just like, “Neither have I, so I don’t have anything to compare it to.” We tried to talk about other things but kept coming back to that, and he kept saying, “I’m trying to decide if I should just like, go for it.” Finally he said that and I was like, “I mean, it’s my birthday tomorrow...” (which is true) so he went for it!!!!!!

It was honestly.... really, really weird at first. It honestly felt much more weird than good. But we just kinda... kept practicing😏😏, and it got to be really fun. He’s SO cute, and we already have a really great dynamic where any time we tried something new (like adding teeth or tongue... yes, we got that far!) we would stop and ask the other if it was okay, or tell the other what we really liked. (Honestly, being blunt and telling somebody that I like them using teeth, or him telling me he likes how my tongue feels, is actually such a turn on. Consent is sexy as hell, y’all.) He kept stopping to compliment me and tell me that I smell really good, or I taste good, or that my freckles are cute, or my eyes are really pretty, and I’m just SO fucking heart-eyes for this boy, you guys. And we would make out for a bit, then stop and cuddle (which was excellent; I LOVE cuddling), then he would look down at me and make this FACE, and then all of a sudden we’d be making out again! God, it was so perfect. This is definitely the best day of my life, and he’s definitely the perfect guy to have shared it with. We’re each other’s firsts and we just had so much fun experimenting and exploring and figuring out what we liked and what we were good at; it was perfect in every way.

And now my lips feel really weird! Like... now that I know what they’re capable of, it feels wrong to not be kissing him lmao! It just feels like that’s what they’re meant to do now!😂😂