Seperated yet together

Soooo what is the deal with it seemingly working out better with myself and the father of my child with us not being in the same household... Like this is def not how I invisioned this nor want it to be, but as things are seemingly settling it seems as though he is so much morr at peace and it works better for him.

I hate this bc I surely would rather him at home vs anywhere else at all... Yet at the same time there are just certain things I WILL NOT and CANNOT deal with... #maybeitsbest 😒