okay so no postpartum depression but I did lose my son after delivering at 27 weeks exactly with HELLPS. I want to keep looking to the future. I have had the fever again (the baby kind). But I know that wouldn't be healthy, advised, nor exactly wanted logically. I know, I know hormones are on me especially since I don't have a little guy.

but... what if I get a puppy... support animal and it's a baby that I could love and watch grow and just yeah. Im to the point now that I've looked up akc breeders of labs (which is my bf's favorite breed).

my question: how good or bad of an idea would that be to you ladies and gents and those who identify otherwise