First heartbreak 😪

I finally fell in love for the first time in life at the age of 24 to just get my heartbroken. It’s been almost 3 months since we last spoke. And I still cry over him everyday. As soon as I think I’m getting over it I break down again. I don’t understand stand why he pursued me but didn’t, truly want me. He talked like he wanted a future with me. I wish he never picked me I was doing fine on my own now I’m just so lost and broken. And I just can’t stop hurting😔😔😔