Words of encouragement needed

Savannah💕💅🏽 • Baby #1 born 10/19/20😍🥰

So I know it’ll happen when it happens, when the good lord thinks I’m ready he shall bless me but it’s just hard and very depressing 😭 I just want to be pregnant I wanna know what it’s like to grow a beautiful blessing inside me and know what it’s like to give birth 😩 I’m 23 will be 24 in November and I’ve been trying for the last 5 years 😔💔 and nothing nothing nothing I’ve done lost a 3 year old that I raised as my own in a roll over 💔💔💔💔💔and my depression is getting worse and worse. I’ve been to a ob I’ve been to gyno nothing nothing nothing seems fine (he) my boyfriend “fine” and I just can’t seem to conceive 😭😭😭😭 my depression worsens as a friend gets pregnant and is all excited to tell me and then say you’re next! They need to be besties but never happens 💔😒 then they pop another and another like it’s nothing to get pregnant for them while I’m struggling just to even get one chance 😭😭😭😭😭 just somebody tell me something to make me feel better