depression

hello everyone, I am typing this from my heart and I can't sleep right now and because I am not feeling to well at this moment and earlier my mom and my dad are fighting and screaming at each other and things are really falling apart

between them and I am very scared and I feel like running away and I get very bad panic attacks and anxiety and I think I have depression and I cry myself to sleep at times and I am afraid that I am going die alone and being alone life can be very hard, I just feel so empty and it's hard to be happy and I just feel like britney spears at this moment.

I want my future husband to hold me that I feel safe and protected, I hate being single it sucks.