Faith. OCD. Anxiety

Let me start off by saying I’ve struggled with ocd since i can remember. I also struggled with intrusive thoughts. When that happen I’d have to do a ritual so that bad thought didn’t happen.. anyways I’m a few weeks pregnant. Which is the biggest blessing. But I’ve been so stressed my anxiety is taking away from my happiness of this little blessing ❤️. When i pray I’ll get a bad thought and have to pray over and over and over again. It’s truly draining. Not only that but it’s stressing me out so much. I just want everything to be okay with my pregnancy that it’s giving me so much anxiety. I do see someone for it but I’m just not really feeling the connection with her. Anyways. I just need to hear advice on what i should do. I just want to let go and let God but idk how to let go of this anxiety. I pray i have a healthy pregnancy, but then I’ll get a bad thought and just pray again and again because i feel like i should give God atleast that or my prayer won’t be heard with the distractions while I’m praying. It makes me cry sometimes. Any advice would be greatly appreciated 💖