Not alone

I have 2 beautiful children as of now.. but unfortunately my nightmare started 2 years ago I got the amazing positive pregnancy test. My levels were only 111 at about 4 weeks. Dr told me to keep taking prenatals and take another test to make sure it was darker. There it was my BFP!!! I had normal cravings no naseua it was going good. Until 9 weeks and 4 days. I had horrible cramping so bad i couldn't move I felt like my uterus was going to fall out when I walked. Soni went to the er, they did no testing expect for a urine sample I ass told I had a uti and to go home and relax and drinks lots of water. Fast forward to 3 days later.. I went to the bathroom and had sever bleeding every where. We rush to the er again. They did an ultrasound and we asked where the baby was the nurse told us the dr had to explain what was going on. Right then we knew something was wrong. The dr came and told me the baby was in my tube, unfortunately it still had a heartbeat and my levels were at 25,000 and normally the baby stops growing and passes away and your levels usually don't go above 2500. I was rushed to emergency surgery because I was internally bleeding and was told if I had waited 2 more hours I wouldve died. These are the only pictures I have but the scars remind me every day of my little angel I lost. I've had 3 more miscarriages including a chemical the last 2 tears. I have 4 amazing angels now. With the loss of a tube it's been hors to get pregnant and we've continued trying eith no sucess. I've undergone another surgery to see if I had endometriosis which I didnt. He believe it's something inside my uterus but when the did my tubal dye insulflation my he couldn't get the dye thru my remaining tube. He believes it could've been a muscle spasm. So we're going to get put on cloud for 3 or 4 months to try to conceive that way. If not we have another procedure to go thru and if it isn't successful then I believe it's time for a hysterectomy 😢