Just keeps getting worse

Scheduled for a D&C Tuesday.  Today I started bleeding.  More heavily than ever before but not the pad an hour the ER told me last time I needed before I go.  The cramping is starting now.  I don't want to do this I really wanted to be knocked out and not remember anything.  Tomorrow i had to go straighten out the dr's office and the lab because being the weekend the lab had questions on the pre-op blood work.  So I couldn't get one thing done.  Plus had to make sure they approved it through my insurance.  And now this.  I am so over it I just want to curl up and cry.  Tonight my husband's nephew came over and I got so mad because I don't want to deal with people and yet had to cook them both dinner.  I just wish I could shut down for a few days.  But so much going on.  I hate this feeling. Sorry ladies I had to get this out.