Completely disgusted

Okay so let me start out by saying that I am extremely against porn I hate it and I believe that it is considered cheating because if my husband can get hard and off that quick on watching that then what else can he do... so anyway, I am 7 weeks 2 days pregnant considered high risk because of a previous miscarriage and I have a subchronic hemorrhage this time around which I have to be very cautious with.. I just found out my husband has been watching porn behind my back when I asked he hesitated on telling me because he knows that it hurts me then he told me. Here is the thing, I have offered to pleasure him in different ways than sex and he doesn’t want too. I am completely disgusted to the point I do not want to talk to him or be around him. If he can’t wait for a few more weeks for me to be in the clear then why the fuck should I give him the time of day ever.. He can kiss my ass good bye because I’m not stressing over this dumb crap anymore. He is a pig and can enjoy his hand from here on out because I’m done. ✋🏽

Edit: I know I sound fun ya’ll 🤷🏻‍♀️ I married a man who promised me through sickness and health.. if he can’t wait a few more weeks for me then you should understand why I am pissy. If your man done that to you, then you would feel like the smallest person in the world.

Remember this people...