So I’m really struggling with baby blues and I think a lot of my problem is with breastfeeding. I get major anxiety just thinking about my baby waking up bc I know that means I will have to feed him. I’m considering exclusively pumping so I can establish a routine and hopefully have a better bonding experience with my son instead of freaking out that he won’t want to eat from me. My question is how do I even start? I’ve been pumping for a couple of days at the start of every feeding bc I have a strong let down and baby won’t latch unless I’ve pumped some off. I have about 12 oz. baby is 8 days old.