I need to feel confident.

Brittany

So ever since I had my son 11 months ago, I have not felt confident.. at all. I used to be alright with myself but now I look in the mirror & I hate everything about myself. I hate how skinny I am, I hate my hair & my face. I LOVE doing makeup but I don’t ever have time, I work full time from 8-5:30 Monday-Friday & I’m always just so tired to get up & do my makeup. Wearing makeup is the thing that makes me feel at least a little bit better about myself or it did until a coworker sent me screenshots of my “boss’s” convo to each other when I first applied. So now I’m super insecure all the way. I’ve never thought there was anything wrong with my eyebrows but I guess that’s not what others think & it literally makes me just want to hide in a hole & never come out. I know I shouldn’t care what others think but wearing makeup is one of the things that’s always made me feel better about myself but now I don’t even want to wear it because I feel like maybe it doesn’t look as good as I think it does & everyone is laughing at me. I just wish I wasn’t so down on myself & I had some confidence like it used to.. but after having my son, I’ve never looked at myself the same. I hate feeling like this. Here are the screen shots & some pictures without & with makeup. Do my eyebrows really look ridiculous?