Venting / advice needed.

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I’m honestly getting so depressed and I keep trying to pull my self out of it. Sometimes I do good but sometimes it makes me physically sick. Advice Is welcome. If you’ve been through something similar, are a rentor, know someone who has been through it, or just have some good advice or kind words I’ll appreciate it. Pretty much I took over my sisters one bedroom apt but the lease stayed in her name. After I moved I found out shortly I was pregnant. (Yay considering I pretty much thought it was never going to happen even though this time i wasn’t trying) I was originally planning on moving out before the baby got here. But I was slowly looking and saving money with my boyfriend / baby daddy. Well she told me in mid to late April that her ex fiancé was kicking her out and she needed her apartment back before June or early June. She also has 3 kids. I don’t want to talk about that weather she should or shouldn’t or if it was my fault or anything else. So I’ve been looking and applying. Now my issues... my credit is bad. So bad. I moved out at a young age for reasons and I wasn’t really taught life rules... I was completely on my own. so basically my job cut hours to 8 hours a week for me for a couple of months. I got my car repoed and got Evicted. So now applying for places... no place will Accept me. My boyfriends credit isn’t good either but he doesn’t have an eviction on him so we have been putting him as the main renter. We have been getting denied at apartments, and houses. I’ve told them up front I can pay the deposit same day if needed. we both have proof of income, I have a job history. I’m on disability due to health issues with pregnancy but I make $16 when I go back after the baby in November and I have been budgeting things to our current income. I honestly don’t know what to do. I look 23/7. I apply and apply. I pray and I pray. My biggest fear is being homeless (again) while Being pregnant. I literally cry every single day and have aniexty attacks every other day. I try so hard not to stress so I don't miscarriage but sometimes it gets to hard. Some times I'm okay then sometimes I get so depressed and I try hard not to take it out on my boyfriend. But sometimes everything pisses me off when I'm like this because I'm so stressed. Then I feel bad for taking it out on him when it's my fault anyway. I have dreams every night about finding a place, I think about what’s going to happen constantly, and I look at soon as I wake up everyday and through out the day. I think constantly about what if I end up homeless. I will have a child in 4 months. And no one is accepting me which means they won't when the baby is here either because my credit. My credit has a lot of stuff on it so it will take years to even budge. I already feel like a terrible mom for not even being able to provide a home for my child. I cry so much thinking about how I brought her into this mess that she didn't deserve it. I would be ok being homeless if it wasnt for her. We can't do income based apartments because together we make to much. And if I'm not on the lease then he could get evicted and then we will never get a place. Push come to shove I'll let him get a place and let my daughter go live with him and I'll pay for her stuff and be homeless. But I don't like the idea because I want to be able to sleep with my child, what her sleep, everything. Its easier to share this with people that don't know me. I guess if anything pray for me.