Hoping and praying

I’ve had such irregular periods since I went off the pill 3 1/2 years ago. Like I went almost a 8 months. And when I did they were so light and maybe lasted 4 days. Then a year ago I went on metformin and it’s kinda helped some. But then I got my period last month and it was ok still light but not too light. But this past Saturday my nipples started hurting (tmi I know) and I thought maybe I was pregnant cuz it was 4 days before my period was suppose to come. But my period started spotting Monday. Which is good, makes it two months in a row I’ve had a period! But holy cow this month is super heavy. It’s like all the times I was light it’s making up for now and shedding all that. My back is hurting my insides feel like they gonna explode. Hopefully this is good news and they keep coming and regulate! With my starting an In home daycare it would be perfect to get pregnant here soon after so long of trying.