My first trimester hasnt been the greatest. I have been very sick, very moody, and very tired. I dont feel like myself anymore. I dont laugh and joke around like I used to with my co workers and boyfriend. I dont even feel like being intimate anymore with my boyfriend and find myself wondering if I made a bad decision getting pregnant with him. He has children from a previous marriage, and i find myself getting very irritated with him for not parenting them the way he should when they are fighting with each other or if they talk back to him or myself. I have depression and once i found out i was pregnant, i stopped taking all of my medication I was on. I dont know if i am just depressed again or if this is something normal some women go through, because as if right now i hate being pregnant. I just dont know what i should do and i find myself wondering if i made the right choice since i have been feeling this way. He is a great guy who would do anything for me, i just dont know if its just me or if i wasnt in love with him as i thought i was.