Friends and lonely.

So I’m a SAHM, in full time online bachelors program. I’ve lost my two best friends because I constantly was giving everything to them and got nothing back so we finally ended the friendship after a huge fight while I was pregnant. Anyways, I find myself to be longing for friends. Mom friends. Friends who have families and we can BBQ together and our kids can grow up together. Is this normal? Do I sound crazy?? My husband doesn’t give a shit if I have friends or not and doesn’t want friends for himself. So I basically have isolated myself from everyone but I’m lonely. Not in an infidelity way I just want someone to talk to about girly crap with and have wine nights with and talk about how our kids are driving us crazy. 😞😞