And just like that it's over... 3.5 years and 2 kids apparently means nothing. My best friend and the person I was supposed to be with for the rest of my life just ripped my heart out of my chest. I didn't want this for my kids or for me. We were supposed to be a family and now all of that is just over in an instant... I don't know how to cope. I've been crying off and on all day and nothing anyone says makes it hurt any less. I just want the love of my life back in my arms and telling me everything is going to be ok now, but that's not going to happen. I don't know how to be a single parent and deal with heartache at the same time.