Lonely

So this is going to be one of those posts where it’s all “poor” me but I can’t help it and have no where else to vent.

I have no friends at all, I recently found out that everyone has been talking about me behind my back and saying some pretty disgusting things. No one ever talks to me other than my dad.

I spend my days going to work and coming home to sit on my bed. I can’t remember the last time my phone actually went off. I’ve become so depressed and just spend my days crying.

I went online for a while hoping to maybe find people to talk to but I found it weird and nobody really seems to go online for friends. My 23rd birthday is in 3 weeks and it’s looking like I’m going to be spending it alone.

I’m also going thru a lot of crap right now and could be losing my job do to lay offs, so everything just kind of sucks.