Tell me I’m not alone

I’m 7 weeks and 5 days. No doctor will see me until mid June 😩 everything worries me. This is not my first pregnancy but it’s been 8 years since my last. We tried for almost a year before I got pregnant. I literally have the most irrational fear of miscarriage. With my first I tested and the dr saw me within that week. I’ve known since I was 4 weeks, so waiting this long is literally stressing me out sooo bad ! Please tell me I’m not alone. I really just wish the dr would see me sooner to calm my nerves