confuseddd

I've been identifying as asexual for a while now and I'm pretty confident about it, but romantically, I just don't know. I've kinda teetering between aromantic and homoromantic cus one hand I've never really had a crush but on the other hand I want that romantic relationship with someone and it goes on and on for which one I am. I don't want to say to myself "Oh I'll find the one" because thats been said to me when I've told people I'm ace and it feels wrong...