Please don't judge. This is ridiculous I know

I'm 35 weeks pregnant and I'm really nervous about giving birth because I'm very self conscious about my vagina. I know you're thinking well how did you get pregnant? I never let my boyfriend see my vagina when we have sex because I'm that self conscious. I just feel like it looks really bad and I'm soooo nervous to be exposed in front of everyone. Sorry if this sounds ridiculous. I wish I didn't feel this way!! Has anyone else felt this way before?