7 months

This post is a little personal but I gotta get it off my chest.

7 months ago, I was raped. At the time I didn’t think I was, but a few days went by and that’s when I realized that I never gave consent. I was shocked and appalled at myself for not figuring it out the moment it happened. I blamed myself and still do to be honest.

After the incident, the guy vanished. I went to work the next morning feeling uncomfortable with myself and I never heard from him again. In all honesty, I’m glad he’s gone. But I will never forget that night 7 months ago.

Nor will I forget when I was molested by someone I trusted and then the guy who I considered my second dad, he didn’t believe me. This was a separate incident from the rape.

I know some of you will probably say that I should’ve gone to the police, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. I was a coward....

Sorry. That’s a lot to post...