He won’t let me talk

Hey guys. Ok my husband won’t let me talk. This is what happened. So last year he cheated on me. Convinced me that we could get through it so I stayed with him because this is the first time something like this happened and plus I found out I was pregnant too. So I wanted to work out my Marriage. But as time went by and I’m about to deliver this child, I realized that I’m not over what he did. I am paranoid if he is somewhere longer than he says. I over think a lot of things. So a few days ago, I tried to talk to him about how I felt and he just interrupts me saying “we can get through this. I don’t wanna lose you.” Over and over again. He won’t let me finish. Or he will say “I don’t wanna talk about it. Everything will work out”. It’s as if he trying to forget what he did but the thing I just can’t forget it. I do forgive him for him but I question being with him because I worry about everything with him. I can’t even get space to think about it. I’m questioning if I made the right choice. I’m just left overwhelmed and confused about my

Marriage with him. Like I didn’t really get a say in the matter.

Idk what to do... what do I do???