Is this wrong of me?

I was dating this guy for a few months and we both agreed we didn’t want to have children.

But, we never used condoms or birth control (used pull out method, both understanding that it wasn’t 100% affective) toward the end of our relationship I was on the phone with my sister and she asked me when I was going to make a cousin for my niece and she was on speaker and my (at the time) boyfriend and I got into basically an argument that night over it.

He said if I ever got pregnant he would expect me to have an abortion. I told him I don’t believe in abortion and told him my side of things and maybe I would consider adoption. And he wasn’t even for that one either because he didn’t want me to ever carry a child for 9 months and then give our child to someone else to raise for life.

We argued over it for a few hours and I told him if the time ever came I would CONSIDER it. I never said I would do it though.

Now we’ve been broken up for about two weeks and my period is late and I feel like it’s possible I could be pregnant but I don’t want to buy a test quite yet.

I also don’t want to abort it, if I am pregnant. I think I wanted to consider it while we were still together because I was afraid of losing him. But now that he’s gone I don’t want to do something I don’t believe in.

In absolutely no way, do I want to trap him if I am pregnant.

And I have already decided I would happily oblige to letting him sign over his rights if I am pregnant.

I don’t want to be with him anymore if I am or I am not. But I’m worried if I am, and I do inform him he’s going to throw in my face that I CONSIDERED an abortion..