Questioning everything...

I am literally questioning if I even had a miscarriage or if I was just late at this point.

6 months ago I had a missed miscarriage at 11 weeks. We saw the baby. Buried the baby. We have ultrasound photos. Everything was so real and laid out before my eyes, it obviously happened.

A few days ago, I was one day late on my period. I took a dollar store cheap test at night after I chugged water, it was very faintly positive. My hubby questioned it.

The following morning, two days late I took a first response with FMU. It was positive. More of a line but still pretty darn faint.

The following morning around 2am I started bleeding, bright red blood. I knew I was miscarrying and there was nothing that could be done so I went back to sleep. Told my hubby that morning, we were both extremely sad but both had to go to work.

I couldn’t get in for a doctors appointment due to me working all day so I went the next day in the afternoon. They took blood to do a confirmation test and called me back today saying it was negative. I’m positive I already miscarried by the time I got to the doctor and knew my levels were likely dropping super fast but hearing it was negative is making me question everything.

My mom and my best friend are both questioning me like “were you really pregnant? Were they false positives? Are you sure you weren’t just late?”

I’m questioning myself so hard core. I would have been 4w2d when I miscarried. Since it was so early and they doctor didn’t even have a chance to confirm it I’m questioning it so hard. I got two positive tests. They were faint, really faint but in the past I’ve never gotten any kind of positive except the last time I was pregnant. My hubby says he believes me, he saw the line too. I’m never ever late. I don’t know what to think. Looking for advise from anyone else who’s had a very very early miscarriage like this one. It feels so weird and I didn’t even have time to understand I was pregnant until I wasn’t and now I feel like it was all in my head.