Fat friend no more

Today I’ve decided I no longer want to be the fat friend of the group. Me and Boyf are going glamping in a month and I’m determined to look good in the bikinis I’ve bought. I tried them on today and cried at how horrible I look in them. If anyone has any tips or food advice that would be fantastic. This is my food plan atm that a friend helped me set up and organise but if anyone else has any ideas please please comment.