Terrified of labor

Me

Apparently this is the worst physical pain I will feel as a woman. As my sacred place is being shredded by a human trying to get out.

I’m terrified of labor. Perhaps more terrified of when it will happen. I don’t take pain well and will be having an epidural when necessary.

I feel like I’ll just cry from pain and be so scared. I don’t want to tear. I don’t want pain. I just want my healthy, active body back. 😫