Taking a test today

So I had sex a lot for two weeks and the last time was a week ago so if I got pregnant a week ago it'll be too early but if it was earlier than that it'll show up. so idk why I'm even bothering taking a test I guess to narrow down the possibility that I'm pregnant. I go back and forth between being terrified of being pregnant and wanting to be pregnant..... wish me luck no matter what the result is today