This is our first deployment. We are only a week in but the car started leaking a week before he left and after fighting with the dealership and having to pay partial to fix it I finally had a plan to trade it in and get something more reliable. I took time to myself to go to a concert with a friend. I got home and realized one of our dogs, the one that has been my husbands other half for 12 years, may have overdosed on medication. I of course can not tell him what happened. I’m laying in bed crying as the pup sits in the vet icu in a iv drip. I am just a mess and have to tell someone. I am not ok with this for a year especially with a baby due at the half way mark. I love my husband so much and am trying to hold the house together but a week like this needs to end. I know it will be ok and deployments are hard I just needed to vent and get all this off my chest.