I've had a really hard time emotionally with this pregnancy due to some birth trauma at a hospital with my first and honestly its taken me so long to look forward to this birth and to feel safe and be excited. But today ive just been put down a lot for my choice to home birth and my family isn't supportive and even though my partner supports and believes in me, its new to him. I read a horrifying article on hurtbyhomebirth.com (a terrible idea) that i was referred to and i can't stop panicking. I can't stop crying. Is there ANY safe way to have this baby?!? I feel like im trapped and i just want to schedule a c section. I could really use some encouragement or a friend right now. 😢