Terrified of a repeat

Chelsea • Married to the love of my life 😘💕 MC momma Rainbow mama to twin boys Leo and Charlie 💙💙

Sooo I had a MC May 30,2017 at 10wk and that was the hardest thing ever.. me and my DH have been TTC since probably July with no avail. Last month we finally said enough is enough and we were just going to let it be and when it happens it happens, my brother and his girlfriend welcomed their new bundle of joy and I’m addicted to the snuggles and I love being his auntie so we’re taking the back seat to all the tracking and OPKs and just loving our nephew. Well and now my period is 4 days late and I’m TERRIFIED to take a test.. as much as I want a baby of my own to love on I’m so afraid of a repeat MC that the thought of being pregnant scares me! Has anyone else gone through this?