Feeling bitter

megan🌻 • Mom to Kayden (6) 💙 and Nellie (5) 💜

I have a friend due at the same time as me and she’s pretty sure she’s in labor and I’m excited for her but part of me is bitter af that nothing is happening for me. 😞 I had a sweep Friday which didn’t do a thing clearly, because I’m still pregnant. She’s having contractions about 10 or so minutes apart now and idk if it’s the hormones or what but I’m literally crying out of jealousy. I feel awful all the time, barely sleeping, 0 patience for my SO and our son, straight up in pain all the time, and I just want to meet my baby girl. 😭 I feel like such a shitty person for being bitter about it that it makes me want to cry MORE. Just need to vent to someone cause my SO is playing fortnite and probably won’t even listen to me.. 😔