Pregnant with rainbow baby 🌈

Hayley 🇬🇧 • Mummy to angels - one baby boy lost at 14 weeks August 2018 and MMC at 12 weeks December 2017 ❤️ hoping that one day we’ll have our rainbow 🌈💕

I’m only 4+1 so it’s really early days but I’m so nervous. I had a MC at 12 weeks in December and a chemical pregnancy in March. I just can’t imagine this going well. I want to enjoy this but I can’t allow myself to right now, at points I feel so glad and happy to be pregnant again and then I remind myself that it could end any minute. How do you get through and enjoy the pregnancy?

I have a scan in 3 weeks. I’m terrified of getting bad news but also want it to hurry up. How can I relax and try to be positive?

Anybody else going or gone through this too? Any tips?

TIA 💕

Despite my worries it still makes me feel so happy when I look at the two lines pop up. Can’t stop staring at my tests 🌈❤️