So insecure😭

ive had this issue for a while now and i dont know what to do. I've always been a clean person. i shower and wash regularly. but my skin is disgusting. it is the biggest insecurities i have. im a curvy girl so i have the thick thighs. and i have fairly large breasts too. im 19 and im just so insecure. ive been with my boyfriend for 3 years and i still cant let him actually see me naked in the light. its embarrassing and i feel so gross all the time because of it. ive tried multiple skin treatments but nothing seems to help. please dont leave any rude comments. if anyone has any tips on how to clear up my skin and at least fade the acne scars pleaseee let me know. 😭😭😭

this is what im dealing with on my boobs. idk if this is normal or not but looks as if my pores are huge and it looks gross to me 😭

this is whats happening on my inner thighs😧😭

someone please help😭