Ex-mistress talk...

Chelsea

Long story short husband left Christmas night for a co worker he was seeing for 4 months prior. Well after being with her he realized grass wasn’t greener on the other side and begged to come home. I let him come home it’s been 2 months now and I still get super angry, hurt, and jealous whenever I hear her name or when he tells me stories about what they’ve done and where they’ve been. He never once in the 5 years of marriage or 8 years together in general bought flowers, Valentine’s Day gifts, or took me out to dinner. And did all this shit for her!! I can’t help but get a little depressed about it and then think about them together. Am I wrong for feeling like this considering I forgave him when I let him come home? What can I do? Will it get easier?? I was finally to the point of the separation where I was perfectly fine without him and moving on. I don’t know what to do to stop feeling sorry for myself whenever I hear about this home-wrecking whore...