Not feeling it

So whenever I masturbate, i like rubbing my clit, but I wanna try with my fingers (still a virgin) but i don’t feel anything, just nothing, also I’m to afraid that if I go deeper or something, I’ll lose my virginity to my fingers (I’m crazy to think that) I want to lose my virginity to my boyfriend, later in the years when I’m ready) so I’m not feeling it and I need help because I don’t want to just rub my clit, I want to know what t feels like to get finger, so help? And thanks