HEARTBROKEN 💔

My boyfriend and I have been together for the past 7 1/2 years. I recently just found out that he has been cheating on me for the last year. Now im raising our son all alone. I love that man with every fiber in me. And I am still in love with him after all these years. Im so confused and emotional right now. How do you get over this type of heartache??? Why cant I stop loving him and get over it and move on? These things are easier said than done. Has anyone else gone through this?