February rainbow baby... can’t stop testing

Can’t stop testing - more tests on order as it’s the only way I can try to stay positive and keep some form of control... I don’t want to believe this could happen after my miscarriage last September at 9 weeks so trying to go with ‘cautiously optimistic’ but realistic at the same time. I can’t get my hopes up for fear it could all go wrong again... lines have definitely got darker (and one test’s battery died!) but still only 14dpo... keeping everything crossed constantly that this will work out... anyone else obsessively repeating tests?!