Just TMI!!!! 🙄🙄 beware ranting below!!

Okay I don’t know how I even begin if I’m honest!!!! & im rather embarrassed by it..

I was away seeing a friend after a hard year I’ve been having some feelings that my OH is cheating on me his distant doesn’t want to eat dinner with me plays his damn Xbox all the time and just generally talking to a brick wall but I put that down to grief since we lost our little girl in March..

well the day I come back from my little trip I found emails from him to a MAN!!!!

Trying not to be rude but very very explicit photos and messages!!

As you can imagined I was very shocked as I was aware he was fully straight 🤷🏼‍♀️😳😳😳

So cut a long story short I confronted him about it as I saw red didn’t even read all the messages before I rung him!! Well after I got off the phone went to go back on his email and all of the messages has gone... and he has basically told me he has been hacked and that after the year we have had he would never do anything like that he loves me blah blah I messaged this man he was emailing ( got the email from my print screens iPhones 📱 are a wonderful thing!!) and he basically told me he didnt go round as he thought he wasn’t serious but they exchanged dick pictures which I was fully aware off!!!! Well he’s still denying it and has been really really lovey hasn’t gone on his Xbox been completely different with me and was doing all the things he should of been doing months ago!!!!

I’m completely at a loss I have been with a man for 3 years who I thought I knew inside out but actually no nothing about 🤷🏼‍♀️😭 I love this man with all my heart and I just have no idea what to do 🙄🙄🙄

Sorry for the massive rant just have no one to talk about this too!!!

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