Self sabotage!

Tomorrow marks 6 weeks that I have been social media free (literally would spend hours a day on it... unhealthy AF!) aside from this app and downloading SC again 2 days ago just for the filters lol since I’ve been off (and have gained a lot of weight over the last few months) my selfie game has taken a hit and I’m trying to get back into the swing of it and being confident with my appearance. I know what needs to be done to change my self esteem but doing it is a whole different battle🤦🏻‍♀️

These were about 9 months ago:

This is me now... god forbit i show below my chest since I’ve gained 15-20lbs😭:

And cutting half of my face out seems to be my thing now because since I’ve gained weight, my face has gotten a lot rounder😩 I just wanna be the confident girl from the first few pictures and not rely on food for comfort🙃 and to stop using stupid camera angles to hide my double chin and muffin top😬 anyone else struggling with self image rn?