ughh life sucks

my boyfriend wants to get a place together , he has 2 jobs which are good and he said he can have enough to pay bills ., but me , im stressing because i’m only a sub at a school . i’m not permanent yet that’s why i’m waiting to be permanent so maybe i can move in with my boyfriend but they don’t wanna hire me as permanent yet. subbing barely get money a month and not enough money:/ should i wait to be permanent or should i just move in with my boyfriend right now ? because i do wanna help pay bills too at least half of them and half groceries