Being negative or realistic?

I was put on BC(for a cyst) before I can do IUI. I was told to take them for 3 weeks and come back when my cycle is on to see if the cyst dissolved itself. I have 5 BC pills left and to be honest..... I’m no longer counting down the days and I’m no longer anxious about doing IUI. I’ve gotten to the point to where I’m just going with the flow.

I also know that anything can pop up and set me back ANOTHER cycle! In April it was my TSH levels... in May it was a cyst!! It’s one thing after another.

Am I being negative or realistic?